I’d like everyone to know that after 3 hours at tugging at the damn zipper on this dress, it finally closed! I guess you have to yank it super frikkin hard, but I was scared that I’d break it & I couldn’t return it. Now that it’s on it’s definitely not coming off til after the night is over. Yes.

Because seriously who the fuck gets a D on a final where pretty much all the answers were from old tests.

It kills me to think about how retarded I am. I thought I was supposed to start taking school seriously. Fuck my life.

… in anything.

In my friends, in my family, in random people, in relationships, in school, in life. Feels like I got no direction. Am I lost?

I just read a post on Celestina’s tumblr about letters/texties/phone calls & I don’t know why but it made me think.

Phone calls & letters are definitely better, but I don’t mind a text message as long as it’s sincere & there’s some kind of meaning behind it more than just a bored ass friend who actually doesn’t really care about what you have to say. They just text you for the sake of staying occupied. It’s weird but it makes me feel… used? Hahaha I’m dumb. But I think that’s why texting can be annoying & almost tedious sometimes, because there’s no real conversation going on, just a reply. You know what I mean? It’s like you reply to give an answer but not really to “talk”. Communication isn’t the same anymore.

No clue where I was going with this, maybe just pointing out another reason why technology can be a drawback.

Praise the Good Lord, I’m officially done with my last assignment of the semester. & I now officially know that I passed my chem lab with a high B. Crossing my fingers that I’ll somehow pass retard writing with at least a C. Now all I need to do study super hard for finals next week (if I get an A on my chem final I can get a B in lecture! OMG!) & I can finally get school off my mind & enjoy the season. Looove it!

Jaqua’s Pink Champagne Hand Creme. Only $8 at Ulta :)

Thing smells so good, & it actually lasts for a long time.

This is a too-much-info post, so I suggest you skip it unless you care haha.

So! My body is a total dumbass in the sense that it does the worst things at the worst times. Finals are next week & my body decides that it’s time to bleed. What the hell. That wouldn’t be a problem, except I’m the kind of person that gets ridiculous cramps, as in I used to pass out in high school for it.

Pretty much I’m fucked. Because all I do is roll around, sleep, & cry (no eating!) for a good 3 days.

& what really busts my chops is the fact that my period is 8 freakin days early! Couldn’t it just wait!?!